Today is my Hustle certification
and then I can get back to having a life again instead of studying and fund raising!
I love you all.
That is all. Go back to what you were doing now.
What memories hit you with 9/11
I was in college. The campus was empty and I couldn’t figure out why. On my way back to class I noticed everyone in the main hall was watching the tvs so I rushed back to my dorm. I turned on the TV just as they replayed the second plane. My roomate was sleeping so I told her to get up. She asked what was going on. I said “I think we just got pulled into a war.” As soon as she saw the tv she started crying. I asked her if she was scared or something because a few of her brothers (she’s one of 12 adopted kids) were in the military. She said “No, my brother is a security guard there.” I went and told our RN that Jen lost a family member. Then I went back to our room, left the door open, and went back to watching. People came in and out to hug Jen, some people sat with us and watched. We watched the replays of the planes until they started showing people jumping. I lost it then. My heart was racing, tears were streaming down my face, I was gripping my comforter on my bed with one hand, rubbing Jen’s back with the other.
I had never understood why my mom always retold me the story of where she was and what had happened when JFK was shot. I remember every detail of that morning including what I was wearing. Whether it was terrorism or an inside job is not the issue. INNOCENT PEOPLE DIED THAT DAY. They had no guns. They just showed up to work like respectable people do. It wasn’t just all men, there were moms in there. There were grandparents, pregnant women, men who may have been brand new fathers, people who had never loved, people who never lived, people who were about to go on vacation, they were people with stories. Their books should have been longer.
This is what I think of when 9/11 comes around
My husband lost his job yesterday and they illegally took 700$ off of his last paycheck
Numb today.
OMFG. ARE YOU SERIOUS?
THIS WEEK’S EPISODE, BRO. THIS WEEK’S FUQIN’ EPISODE! //slams head on wall a bunch of times. WHAT THE HELL IS WITH ALL THAT SAFU SCREEN TIME DUDE? LIKE, SHE IS TOTALLY IRRELEVANT. I’m sorry, I have nothing against the girl (EXCEPT FOR THE FACT SHE PRACTICALLY ASKED SION FOR HIS SPERM ONCE). She’s cool and all, but NO ONE MESSES WITH MY NEZUMI AND SION SCREEN TIME. And I mean no one. -CLENCHES FIST-
//INNER-FANGIRL RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGEEEEEE.
I couldn’t have said it better. And then you add toradora to the mix. FOLLOWING!!!
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Not super relavent to this blog but bahaha so true
I feel like I should jump up and scream HALELUJA! for someone else feeling my pain with these things.
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My sleep hates me
This last week my sleep schedule has been thrown off. I work nights so that I don’t have to work the day shift and miss time with my kids.
I get home at 7, get them to school by 8, sleep till 2:30, then go pick them up.
This last week I’ve been getting of at 7, take them to school, lay in bed and stare at the ceiling till 2:30, pick them up, nap until I go to work. I can’t live like that. I’m literally going insane this week.
And it’s throwing everything else off too.
I have my shakeology after I wake up because it will keep me up if I take it before bed. So for the last 4 days I haven’t had my shake… at all. My shake keeps me from getting the munchies all day. So I’ve been eating EVERYTHING. And it throws off my workout schedule because I usually work out in the afternoons. I can’t work out if I’m sleeping.
Worst of all I’m missing out on my family time. I hate sleeping while my kids are awake and at home. I miss the few hours I get with my husband every night. My family is my #1 and I’m missing them.
SO any advice?
I feel so much happier than I was in January. I feel like I have my life back.
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